Newsflash! I mean, duh.....

The big breast cancer news this week comes from the recent ASCO (American Society of Clinical Oncology) conference.

If, like me, you have been scouring the abstracts from this conference to see if any of it is relevant to you, than by now you may be aware that more than half of all women prescribed Tamoxifen (or aromatase inhibitors such as Arimedex and Femera) discontinue therapy on their own.

My question is:  only half?

Considering the extremely harsh side effects of the drug, I'm shocked that almost 50% finish it.  I have only been taking it for 3 months, and I think, according to the pills left in my bottle, I've skipped about ten days worth. 

When something makes you feel that bad, and you realize at 1:00 p.m. that, oops,  you've forgotten to take your morning pill, it's really easy to say, "Oh well, I'll remember tomorrow"  rather than go run back and take it immediately.   Each morning it's an act of strength and courage to put a pill in your mouth that is going to cause you bone and joint pain, serious discomfort, hot flashes, and prevent you from sleeping.

It wasn't until I was prescribed percocet that my compliance went up.  I creakily get up in the morning, after a terrible night's sleep, gently sit on a pad so my hips don't hurt, sip some coffee and take my tamoxifen with two percocet.  Then, and only then,  I can begin to function.  But it isn't full-fledged functioning.  I still have a backache and a general bone ache, and I can't stand for long, wear heels or do anything energetic.  But the medicine takes the edge off so I can move.

Here is a quote from the doctors.

"We were surprised to see that so many young women stopped treatment early, despite the fact that the therapy has a proven track record of reducing breast cancer recurrence,” said Dawn Hershman, MD, associate professor of medicine and epidemiology at Columbia University Medical Center, who led the study. “Perhaps we need to do a better job of making patients aware that to get the full benefit of treatment, they need to take their medications on time and for the full duration.”

Perhaps, rather than thinking your patients don't understand the importance of their medication,  (and before you hire somebody to put out a cartoon booklet explaining it to us), your time might be better spent understanding how debilitating these side effects can be, and figure out a way for us to continue on without suffering.

Clearly, for a doctor in her position to be surprised at non-compliance tells a story.  But, the story isn't that we patients don't understand the risks - it's that we either are not explaining to our doctors what this drug does to our lives - or they aren't listening.

I went through surgery and chemo without expecting terrible side effects and for the most part, I was right.  And, the ones I had - well, I knew there was a reasonable end-date on them.

When I was prescribed tamoxifen, I didn't even bother to research the side effects at all. Medications don't seem to affect me much, and I  had no thoughts that it would be any different with tamoxifen.  I had no expectations of having any problems.

I got quite a shock when I discovered how wrong I was.  And, more of a shock when I found out I wasn't alone, that many, many women experience side effects so harsh that they are willing to take their chances with cancer.

Having to take this drug for five years seems unmanageable to me.  I fully intended to go full-bore with this cancer and do everything possible to prevent a recurrence.

But, at what cost to my quality of life?

This is something I will have to continually re-evaluate.

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